Here I am, dear friends, to talk about my first time, and the first thing to say is my first time was a crap. I did with my ex, but I have good memories, although I had wanted.
E 'was ... not handsome, he was frantic, hurried and painful and I have not enjoyed for almost nothing and I could not wait that end. Besides, we were in the dark and the only thing I remember is his fumble damn good on me. Then I left her for another, she virgin (poor unfortunate).
I state that with this guy I was there about a year, was not the first that happened then. I liked some, otherwise I would not have done anything, but although I wanted too, I was a bit 'indecisive and hesitant, he was more convinced than I, of course!
The next day I was upset, not happy, and when he wanted to redo a few days later, I was able to claim a lot of excuses to avoid it: they were my home, I cycle and other trivia that came to mind .
Oh how sad.
My first time with Silver ...
When I was with my ex with whom I did what I did, I already knew Silver, and with him I already had that experience of which I spoke in the comments (of course when I was with my boyfriend, I did nothing with him ). As he took it, you ask? He accepted as a fact, and the next day, when I talked about my first relationship and that I had been comforted me and told me that the first time is always the case, that would be better to try again (I said it is not like other boys!)
will understand, used to what I felt and saw when I was with him, the first report could not be a disappointment.
I was very undecided about whether or not to bring the story forward with my ex deflowered, but Silver, despite not know him, he told me to be patient, that if I loved him not I lose, there would be other opportunities to do better. I was not sure, however, still loving him, and consoled me in spite of Silver (I was looking for him, because he avoided being committed, just, if I did not want to interfere) and I refresh all the time, I did not want to do it again horrible experience, I felt like ... robbed of something, my former boasted to friends of fucked me (but I could not have been me to fuck him?), telling everyone how "he could get me."
was just a bastard!
Without thinking then that when we went around, I always kept in the corner: he talked with his friends and girlfriends and I forgot behind him, when we held hands, pulling me and tugging me (like when during intercourse I shook it hurts and I pulled her hair). We sat close to the pub but not m'inculava at all, then at the end of the evening, however, wanted to fuck! Fuck you!
In short it was he who left her for another girl, younger than me among other things, and I was not disappointed at all the thing, because at least that there would be no repercussions whatsoever.
My first time with Silver, I said. The
I wanted, I asked and we did it in the dark, reality was not quite dark, the street lamps lit up my room which looks a bit 'the room, but saw only smooth edges, the details were not clear (it would be nice to say it was the moonlight, eh?).
was something else entirely.
I kissed and caressed all over the body for a time that seemed interminable, but too short. I was tense and, perhaps, not too sure I wanted to try again to do it again, but under those cuddles I relaxed and let myself go.
Then she whispered in my ear if I was sure you want to do (you'll understand I was already wet when I was robbed!). I answered yes, I wanted to try. He put on a condom, I had bought (if xchè we do not think we ...!) and lay down on me.
expectations and we did.
was something else entirely: Silver was slow, delicate, sweet, caressed me and made me stretch as a rope (my mom I feel a rumbling in the lower abdomen ...!), hugged me and kissed me gently with a hallucinatory . He knew what I had been through and showed me that not all children are equal (although I believe the opposite, he only exception).
was beautiful, I was able to give myself an orgasm that I had never shared so ... intimately.
I do not know how long it lasted, but eventually I felt ... drained, exhausted and happy, I was almost crying with emotion. I will remember that moment forever, one of the few I have beautiful memories of the past. After being given a
rinsed, slept together, even though I was awake long before I fell asleep.
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